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I don’t want you to just fuck me, I want you to destroy me with how much you love me, how much you want and adore me. I want you to smother me with promises like I’ve been smothered with pain. I want you to push me until I can’t deny the fact that you truly do care for me. I want you to tell me that you’re desperate for me. And the entire world can call me selfish! They can call me needy, too. I don’t care. I don’t want to make you desperate. I just want you to prove to me that you’re not like every other fucking person who has come into my life, stepped on me, and walked away like it didn’t mean anything at all. I want you to give me a reason to fall in love with you instead of making me look for all the reasons I could be. That’s ridiculous. If you can’t fight for me, then I don’t want to talk.
Kayla Kathawa - I don’t have to pretend I’m okay with settling, I know exactly what I want (via ninakathawa)
I don’t know if you remember the way that I was,
but I promise you, I’m not her anymore.
I’ve destroyed myself so many times since.
You wouldn’t recognize the body I’m in.
I was a withering girl, now I’ve withered away.
And I see, with time, that you too have changed.
I’ve been wondering, do you still think the same thoughts?
Or have you altered your outlook enough to know what you want?
Cause I remember back when, I wasn’t good enough.
And it’s fine, I’m not angry, but it did change me some.
You see, I kept asking myself why I met you at all,
if nothing were to come of it, not big, not even small.
But I hope you’re doing well and that the world is in your hands,
and that you haven’t left another girl with the questions that I had.
Kayla Kathawa - has it really been this long? (via ninakathawa)
Don’t you ever, ever let someone tell you who you can and can’t love. Don’t listen to anyone who tells you he’s not good enough for you, only you can decide that, only you can decide if his love is too toxic to struggle through another day, only you can decide when it’s time to walk away.
But don’t you ever let him walk over you, you’re stronger than you think and if your best friend tells you he’s awful, she’s probably right. Love is blind remember, love is fucking blind.
26/7 8:17pm (via serenityandparadise)
I’ve been so confused, I don’t know how to identify myself anymore. I haven’t found a piece of something great in a long time, even after cutting open my skin and searching. I feel like that maybe I’m a lost soul, that will never be found. Sometimes I feel like my body is here but my heart isn’t. I live in a small town I can’t wait to get out of, but I don’t even have two nickels to rub together. I don’t even know what the hell I want to spend doing for the rest of my life. I’m so confused, I’m so scared, I’m so overwhelmed. It’s a big, bad world we live in, and I haven’t even started living, but I already feel like giving up. I need to find myself, I need to discover myself, I need something, anything… I’m stuck between transition and getting kicked out the door, I’m stuck betweening wanting and needing more. No one told be growing up with this damn hard, I would’ve told my six year old self to enjoy childhood some more. I would’ve stopped wishing to be older, I would’ve stopped wasting every second of innocence. Now all I’m stuck with is picking up the pieces to the path of my new life, I don’t even know where to begin..
i.c. // young adults (via delicatepoetry)
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